Fearsome Foursome
I just got back from watching The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 with one of my best girlfriends (yes, she and I and two others have matching tattoos of lips on our left butt cheeks; we’re classy ladies, I know), and I got to thinking about girls and groups of four. What is it about female groups of four friends? Is it that we form foursomes because we so often see them in the media or is it that the media is simply saw these fabulous four-groups of women and saw huge potential?
Like an Old Friend, Come and See Me Again
The CW is finally capitalizing on the thing that made the WB and Fox successful networks, teens. If you haven’t heard the good news, The CW is working on a companion for Gossip Girl and they made the original idea of a spin-off. Okay, okay, spin-offs aren’t original, but a spinoff of a show that ended eight years ago, and was at its peak about five years before that, is somewhat unheard of.
Ages of Innocence
I’m sitting here watching Walk The Line for the 3 millionth time and I can’t help but thinking that the fifties aren’t as innocent as we all like to think of them as. And I thought about it a little more and how did the fifties get this rap as a time of innocence? I mean the major portrayals of the fifties in film are American Graffiti and Grease, and they aren’t exactly innocent little romps (lest we forget the ‘hickey from Kenickie’ line). The major movies from the fifties include Rebel Without A Cause, Sunset Boulevard and Vertigo to name just a few. Is it the poodle skirts and saddle shoes? Maybe the clothes give off the air of innocence, but I am loathe to believe that it is just the clothes that have propagated this whole myth of the innocent fifties.
English Class
I’m sitting here, in my apartment, watching My So-Called Life for thefifty-millionth time and it dawns on me. On T.V. shows, we rarely seeanything other than English class as an interesting and fun class. Ican’t think of one T.V. show where characters are in class (be it HighSchool, College, Junior High, etc.) and enjoying it where the class isnot English.There is, of course, a very logical explanation for this. Writerswrite television and writers loved at least one of their Englishclasses. And yes, there is always room for parallels between a bookand the theme of a certain episode of a t.v. show. It says a lotabout characters when they have a favorite book or when they arediscussing literature that correlates to their particular situation,but let’s think about this a little more. Basically, according totelevision, the only class that anyone can ever have fun in isEnglish. Now, I don’t know about you, but I had some bad Englishteachers in High School, I had some great ones too, especially inCollege and yes, I did major in Literature (UCSC’s equivalent tomajoring in English), but I remember for much of my youngereducational career English class was a complete nightmare. Forced toread books I had no interest in…a few pop into mind. And, though Ilove to do this now, when we were learning how to pick apart texts andget deeper meaning, I wanted to shoot myself. I distinctly rememberbitching to my mom that we were having to pick apart a text so muchthat it lost all entertainment value. ’Why can’t I just read it andenjoy it?’ I would plead to rather amused ears. It wasn’t untillater, after learning how to pick apart writing, that I was able toenjoy it and pick it apart at the same time.Now, I always side with the characters on T.V. who have a greatEnglish class. I know how great it feels to have amazing discussionsabout Chapter 3 of Bleak House by Dickens (thank you John Jordan). Iknow how great it feels to argue about Brett and Jake and theirrelationship in The Sun Also Rises. But for you that aren’t soEnglish-ly inclined (like that new word…Shakespeare invented words,so do I), I wonder how it feels to constantly have English beingportrayed as the best class when you’re not an English person. Whatof those that are more mathematically inclined or biologicallyinclined? I mean sure there’s usually the token, dissecting frogsbiology scene, but do you science people feel left out? Do the mathpeople feel like Calculus doesn’t get its due? I personally canrelate to the English scenes but is it Chemistry discrimination?Peace, Love, and Literature,Julia
Was God a Writer?
Wow. That’s what I have to say about the response to my last piece ofwriting. Wow. You guys really came through and I think you answeredmy question. Basically, like all things in history it’s a little ofboth, this decade is partially monumental change, as was theseventies, and partially feels like monumental change because I amchanging monumentally at the moment. But there have been other thingson my mind as well. I’m coming to find that being in your twentiesmeans you start making big decisions that may or may not effect therest of your life, and there’s really no way to know which decisionswill effect the rest of your life and which decisions just seem big atthe time and actually aren’t that big. It’s all pretty confusing andfrustrating.It’s like, your whole life people say that being a teenager is hard,and you get there, and it is, but you expect it to get better and itturns out that being a teenager was just preparation for the realchallenge, which is actually being a person in the world. My friendand I got in an argument today because I told him that I didn’t wantto be classified as ‘adult,’ I don’t think of myself as an adult, andI never want to be an adult. I don’t want responsibility. I don’twant kids or a husband. I don’t want any of it. I want to be able topack up and move to a different country with a moments notice. I wantto decide to go to Seattle for the weekend, and three weeks later bein Seattle. I want to decide that can survive on less money byworking less and actually do it. I don’t want to be responsible foranyone but myself.But what happens when you start making decisions like that? I madethe decision to try and be a writer. But what does that mean? Iwrite everyday. When I feel satisfied with something I have written Iwill send it out and try to get it sold or published, but who knows ifthat will happen or not. Have I doomed myself to a life of odd jobsbecause I cannot imagine a life behind a desk? Have I doomed myselfto a life where I actually have conversations that revolve around thenotion that I actually may make little enough money to qualify forfood stamps? The short answer is probably yes. The thought ofsitting behind a desk makes me want to kill myself, and the thought ofdoing something completely uncreative makes me want to gouge my owneyes out, but what does that mean for the life I chose? This is thepoint where I say ‘I guess we’ll see.’ Then I stop thinking about it.Truth be told, this is not what has been eating at me lately. Truthbe told, my actual dilemma is a much more profound one. What is therole of the artist in society? So I’ve made this decision to write,because really it’s all I can do. But does it matter? In a worldwhere we face huge catastrophe due to Global Warming; in a world wheremen my age are dying in yet another mistake of a war; in a worldwhere my best friend cannot get married (even if he wanted to) becauseof the fact that he is a man who happens to sleep with other men, whatis the purpose of the writer or artist? Sure Rousseau changed thecourse of French history, but am I really that egotistical to thinkthat I have any sort of connection, that I could change anything withmy writing? I would love to think this could be true, but it isn’t.In literature we often talk about the writer as god. And many writersactually have a kind of a god complex. I mean basically, as a writer,you spend your time creating a world and then making everybody in itdo exactly what you want them to. You have complete control over awhole world of people. It’s a very powerful and addicting feeling.You might write a situation that you yourself faced and change thedynamic or certain elements and reshape the outcome to something moreconducive to your own wants or needs. So writers spend all this timeplaying God, but do they really change anything?On the flip side, I think about the books I read as a lost kid. Bookslike Catcher in the Rye or On The Road; these books made me feel lessalone, less like I was the only person facing any of these moraldilemmas. Same goes for Television writing: My So-Called Life made mefeel less like I was the only teenager that had problems with friendsODing on drugs or who couldn’t stand their parents, while trying tofiercely cling to them at the same time.In a world that needs so much help, that needs so much to have peoplenot just observe and critique, but act, is there room for writers?I have no idea, but I certainly hope so.Peace, Love, and Uncertainty,Julia
Full Circle
So storytelling has come full circle. Finally. Well, it’s come full circle since the 19th century. How’s that? I guess storytelling’s probably been around for a little while, but in the recent present the kind of storytelling I’ve spent the majority of my life studying has come full circle. You see, I’ve always viewed Dickens and all those writers who wrote novels in Serial form to be the precursor to T.V. Basically, they were the television shows of their day, their day just didn’t have T.V. technology yet. I mean think about it, every month two chapters would come out and you had to wait until the next month until the next two chapters came out. Now, every week, you wait patiently for your favorite show to unfold. There are methods employed to get you to tune in for the next episode or to buy the next chapter, but really this way of having a story unfold little by little is a 19th Century construct, and, as I said, it has come full circle.
Elitism and the Kindle
San Francisco Intelligensia
Beth’s totally the kind of lady you want to go to a super divey bar with, and that’s just what we booksoupers did. We went to a place called Little Joy in Echo Park, which you wouldn’t know by the sign since it’s been shot out (literally there was a shoot out and a stray bullet hit the sign). But it was awesome and I got to hang out with a bunch of Bay Area homies who made me miss San Francisco even more.
This outing and the conversations that ensued got me thinking about intelligensia for some reason. I remember being in college and having to read about the Russian Intelligensia or the Algonquin Round Table or the Lost Generation of writers and I always thought, why don’t we have those around any more? You know, even the Beat Generation hung out at divey bars and got drunk together and discussed literature. What’s up with this generation of writers?
So after doing a minute bit of research I realized that (as usual) I had simply come to a wrong assumption. As it turns out a modern intelligensia was sitting right under my nose. I just had yet to discover it.
This actually dates back to my culture email a few weeks ago where I promised to start reading ‘The New Yorker’ and ‘Playboy’ to help culture myself further. In an extension of that I decided that maybe McSweeney’s was the way to high culture. For those of you who aren’t ridiculously pretentious, McSweeney’s is a publication of Dave Eggers. It’s a quarterly pretentious lit mag thing and they dress it up all nice and sell it for $25 a pop. I’m not a huge McSweeneys fan, but they do publish a monthly magazine that I love. It’s called the Believer and it’s my pretentious lit mag that isn’t quite so high-brow because, let’s face it, I’m a low brow kind of girl. Anyway, all these publications are located (conveniently enough) on Valencia St. in San Francisco.
Beth and Diablo Sitting in a Tree
So Diablo Cody just left Booksoup, and I have to admit, I’m a little shaky. There’s nothing quite like meeting the people you respect and admire. I guess it comes from having an ultra-feminist mother. I have all these females that I look up to. Next one on my list it Beth Lisick. I’m totally freaking out about her. She’s a Sunnydale native who went to UCSC and lives in Berkeley, but has lived in the city too.
For those of you who are unaware, I miss San Francisco like crazy. I love Los Angeles and it is totally my home (in fact, when I went to Santa Cruz for Christmas this year it was the first time it really didn’t feel like home), but I have a major piece of my heart set firmly somewhere in City Lights Bookstore and Vesuvio Bar. Yeah, that chunk of my heart is some sort of Neal Cassady, Jack Kerouac, drunken slob who splits it’s time between the coolest bar in the city and the coolest bookstore in the city. It pretty much sticks to north beach, though sometimes it strays to fisherman’s wharf or Golden Gate Park or Clement St. I know that someday I’ll move to San Francisco and become one of those pretentious writers who never leaves the city and spends every minute reading McSweeneys and talking about how much cooler the city used to be back in some unknown time when walking at sixth and mission was something you couldn’t even do during the day.
So I’ve been doing what any normal girl would do to cure that ache that inevitably comes from leaving one’s heart in San Francisco. I read stories that take place there. Now, I have seen Beth Lisick’s book ‘Everybody into the Pool’ in multiple bookstores and it’s always intrigued me. The Golden Gate Bridge features prominently on the cover and thus it has piqued my interest multiple times. But, I don’t want to be that girl who reads a book just because she likes the cover, though that’s usually what attracts me to books in the first place…oh well, I guess I am that girl. Anyway, about two weeks ago I found out that Beth Lisick was going to be coming into Booksoup so I thought, what a great excuse to read that book I’ve been eyeing for months now.
And now it’s happened, I have yet another female writer who I’m totally freaking out about. That’s right Beth has joined the ranks of Diablo in becoming a writer I really admire. Forget the fact that she’s a Banana Slug, which automatically makes her awesome, but she’s a total San Francisco lady and I freaking love it. She’s everything you could want from a Bay Area writer. She sometimes works as a Banana passing out fruit on Embarcadero for her friends ‘The Fruit Guys.’ She has no money (something that makes me feel a little panicky as someone who wants to make a living writing), she has a house that’s messy and falling apart, and she’s pretty darn happy. Basically, she’s me in 15 years. And perhaps it’s my narcissistic tendencies that make me love her because I relate to her so well, but the thing is that I do relate. It’s the first time since the Golden Girls that I’ve really related to a woman who is significantly older than me (Beth’s almost 40, not that that’s old, just significantly older than I am). Basically, it’s the first time I’ve really really related to a character/figure that is not a 16 year old girl, which is actually kind of scary now that I stop and think about it.
Anyway, this random bit of drabble is all leading up to the fact that this week I got to meet Diablo Cody and I will be able to meet Beth Lisick on Thursday when she comes in. It’s women like this that make it plausible that a woman like me can become a writer. So thanks ladies for giving a little girl some hope.
Peace, Love, and Lady Writers,
Julia
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